the eighteenth - [locked to friends]

[nonesodangerous]

BE-0988a> open//Connecting {attempt 172823}//could not open connection to host//connection failed//retry: t-1

Well, that's hardly a surprise, is it? What's the use anymore? Is there any use to anything?/Don't think like that, think of all I've accomplished./no think of all i i i've lost/But it wasn't all lost, was it, look at everything I saved./that wasn't m-me that was my my my my friends/But I made those friends./only by lying only in the event of/Shut up, I like them, and they like me, they're friends./well i i i i don't know WHY

BE-0988a> open//Connecting {attempt 172824}//could not open connection to host//connection failed//retry: t-1

Life has been uneventful lately. I've been making bits and pieces of plans, but...

but they'll fail because i i i fail at everything/Not everything, when did I get like this, I was superior./when i i realized iiii was not more i i i was less/Stop that./IRONY: I AM CONFLICTED WITH MYSELF BUT I STRIVE TO DESTROY CONFLICT/Hahahahaha, how amusing!

But I do not know how to carry them out. I do not even know if they should be carried out. Some of them depend on... unstable factors,

Unstable factors is one name for it, psychopaths is another./They are not psychopaths, such a label can only be applied to/I don't want to go down that path because then that means/I wonder if I could be considered a psychopath. Interesting topic for future consideration, but not now.

BE-0988a> open//Connecting {attempt 172825}//could not open connection to host//connection failed//retry: t-1

I want to go home.

while others have problems with their very result. Even so, they are only theoretical. After all, even though this computer has been greatly upgraded, it still isn't a match for even a basic 24th century model, never mind... what I am used to.

it still hurts. why does it still hurt. it hurts so much.

...I apologize, my posts are normally longer, and of more interest. But I truly have been doing nothing lately.

Nobody will believe that, that's an appalling lie.

BE-0988a> open//Connecting {attempt 172826}//could not open connection to host//connection failed//retry: t-1


This lace is chafing like nothing else, I hate it.

Comments

[trinities]

...You're still trying to connect?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

...what?

[trinities]

No, it's what you said in your post Hate me, I don't care, I don't need anyone but search for: BE-0998a searching... searching... Miha-nii and Cross searching...

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

I don't hate you, Nena Trinity, what are you--

--what are you searching for?

I didn't say anything unusual in my post.

[trinities]

You're affected, you idiot. searching... not found. Opening port 344> opening... opening... failed//retry: t-1 Take another look at your post. You said you hate me, you said it right there, I don't care at all

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Affected by what? I don't see anything.

[trinities]

Opening port 344> opening... opening... You, you idiot! failed//retry: t-1

[philoxidizes]

...For once I feel that prying would be unfair.

You could always wear something else.

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

What are you talking about?

[philoxidizes]

It was right in your post.

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

There's nothing about what I'm wearing.

[philoxidizes]

You can't see it? Perhaps I'm lucky I can see mine. I have no reason to spy on you.

[godisagirl.livejournal.com]

I told you the boy cut panties were better.

ffff I'm so sorry for the HTML Fail.

[vikraanta.livejournal.com]

... Tieria Erde?

[nonoise.livejournal.com]

[oceanicbutterfly]

Tieria-san? Are you (Going insane? Secretly a cable modem in disguise? Depressed? ...Lonely?) all right?

[timey_wimey]

What? That's not true. There's always a use to something, there has to be. Otherwise there's nothing, that's not what the universe is for. Of course we like you, idiot, you're brilliant. Plans? What plans? Oh, nevermind, give him what privacy he can still have with this virus going on. Hate seeing this, it's bad enough being able to read minds already but now they're just screaming at me.

Oh, Tieria, not you too... Look, this virus, don't ask me how, but it's broadcasting everything we're thinking to everyone else, looks like you've been hit. You should probably stay off the community if you don't want everyone looking.

... and since when did I start only communicating through thoughts? Should start taking my own advice, really, but one's own advice is so difficult to take. Sick of this virus, I'm so so sick of it already. Reminds me too much of home. I'll start going mad soon -- Stop thinking stop thinking, just stop thinking frost in the fire and the rocking chair/frost in the hearth, frost in the ladle/children's voices in the air/wind that rocks the empty cradle

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

...everyone can see what I'm thinking? That's... that's ridiculous!

[timey_wimey]

Mmm, that's me, the old man rambling in his head about nothing. Why's he still trying to connect? Stupid question, really, there doesn't need to be a why. Not as if you're one to talk either. No home, not anymore. Gone now, all gone, not that it ever felt much like home anyway. Just the TARDIS left now.

Oh yes, it's ridiculous. But like it or not, it seems to be happening. It doesn't seem to affect you if you don't post on the network though.

[majorhacker.livejournal.com]

Tieria....



You're right, nobody would believe that you've been doing nothing.

Locking this and her previous comment

[majorhacker.livejournal.com]

((Forgot to mention, all her thoughts are coming over as sound too (in addition to the transcription), with the same echo-y quality a cybercomm transmission would carry.))

[lovelovegoddess.livejournal.com]

Maybe you should get out and do something fun for a little bit. It helps you think!

[lockon2urheart]

that's what he really thinks? no use to anything? - damnit, tieria, don't downplay your own efforts like that. - that's right, of course we like him - does he really think so little of himself? just because he's not always wasn't always the easiest to get along with doesn't mean there's no reason to like him. - geez that's a lot of attempts what's he trying to connect to that's not working so much isnt he online alre wait, he's not still trying veda is he? - tieria...that's not true - is he talking to himself in his head? better than out loud i guess first sign of madness and that - his sense of humor is really fucked up - who's he talking about, who's a psychopath? - where'd he get that from, he's no psychopath - tieria... - wish i knew what to say to that to help him but hell if i know myself. if this is all in his head i shouldn't say anything anyway pretend i never saw it try to give him some privacy. fucking virus. wait son of a bitch do i still have it shit stop thinking already - head and tail wind for long distance bullet velocity and trajectory. distance from the ground and ground temperature compared to air temperature create bullet lift - lace, seriously? talk about going all out with a disguise- target indicators sound, movement, mistakes in camo, wildlife, smell didn't realise just how messed up the poor guy was

If there's anything I can do to help, you know how to track me down. Even if you just need someone to bounce some ideas at.

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Yes, I know where you are. Thank you for the offer.

[lockon2urheart]

Don't mention it, it'd be no trouble. Happy to help, you know?

Wait? To do what, come up with a plan? well he's got a point guess there's no big rush to sort that out right now - funny, never thought i'd see tieria convincing himself to give himself a break from work

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

I'll think about it.