[locked to mikaela]

[nonesodangerous]

Mikaela. I. We.

We have a lot to discuss. I know you probably don't want to speak to me, but...

Please.

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[know-sacrifice.livejournal.com]

Why would you think I wouldn't want to

[know-sacrifice.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I guess we do, huh?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Yes, we do.

...but I don't know where to start.

[know-sacrifice.livejournal.com]

...I don't either.



Are you... Um. Are you okay?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Me? I'm.

I'm alright.

...but you... I mean. What about you?

[know-sacrifice.livejournal.com]

I'm... I'm all right too, yeah. I mean, it...it wasn't that bad, y'know?

Just.

Weird.

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

I know, but we. I mean. I.

...I'm sorry.

[know-sacrifice.livejournal.com]

.....

U-um. For what...?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

...

For engaging in sexual relations with you when that would not normally be the case, essentially.

[know-sacrifice.livejournal.com]

........



You don't... I should be the one--

It was a virus, y'know?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Even so, an apology is necessary. After all, besides other things, you're already in a relationship.

[know-sacrifice.livejournal.com]

...Yeah. But I certainly didn't think I was when we, uh. When we, uh, did that. At least, not with Sam, y'know?

If anything, I should...I should probably apologize to you, huh?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Are you going to tell him? Or should we just hope he never looks into your short disappearance too closely? I'll go along with whatever you decide.

To me?

[know-sacrifice.livejournal.com]

He seemed happy enough that I was just back when I talked to him after... Hopefully he won't...ask...

Well...yeah. I mean, unless I'm remembering it wrong, I was, uh. Kind of the. Eager one?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

......hopefully.

That's not something you have to apologize for. I don't seem to remember ever refusing. In fact, if you wanted to apologize for something, it would probably be--

...ah. Nevermind.

[know-sacrifice.livejournal.com]

Yeah, guess that's true, huh? If you'd said no, I woulda, um, stopped.

...What?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

It really doesn't matter. After all, technically, it's more or less just a silly social construct, especially for a man, so it's nothing. Don't worry. Forget I said anything.

[know-sacrifice.livejournal.com]

....Well, no, now you've got me curious. I didn't...like, hurt you without knowing it or something, did I?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Of course you didn't hurt me.

...well, apart from some sore joints, but really, it's nothing serious.

Honestly, it isn't anything like that. Like I said, it's not even really a problem.

[know-sacrifice.livejournal.com]

Sore joints just mean we were doing it right, heh.

...Mmn. If you say so, Tieria...

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

I do say so. After all, it would have to happen someday. You were doing me a favor, really.

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[know-sacrifice.livejournal.com]

[know-sacrifice.livejournal.com]

Tieria did I--

Were you--

Was I your first?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Is it really that shocking?

[know-sacrifice.livejournal.com]

It's not that it's-- I mean, I just didn't--

I just didn't think about it that way, okay? Oh my god oh my god.