nonesodangerous: (yeah you'll burn in hell)
Looking back at what happened, I am thankful that my... Shadow was recognized as an anomaly and ignored. Such a thing could not have truly been a reflection of myself, for it spoke nonsense and little else, and showed nothing of who I am. No, they were quite right to leave me be. After all, what would a false Shadow have done to protect itself? It's impossible to guess.

I am honestly grateful that they didn't try to interfere. And I am grateful to Nena and Michael for dealing with it quietly and efficiently.



...ah, there was something else. What was it? Oh, that's right.

Karen Minazuki. A word, please.
nonesodangerous: (too young to see)
...already? I still don't look feel any older. And I still don't think it counts.

At least Michael seems to have kept his mouth shut this year. Small mercies.





What am I doing? I don't have time for this. Security checks are meant to start at 0600.

[ooc: strikes deleted.]
nonesodangerous: (exorcise the demons from your past)
An apology? What's the point in apologizing for saying what you think? Because that's all it was. It just made him rude and tactless. It didn't turn him into a liar. That's what he really thinks.

...he blames me. And he's right. It's my fault. It's all my fault. He nearly died because of me.

I am unfit. I don't know anything. I'm stupid, and weak, and deluding myself into believing I'm capable of being in charge. Why should anybody listen to me anymore? What authority do I possess?

I'm glad we didn't die. He wouldn't have wanted me with him anyway.
nonesodangerous: (your music is faint in my ear)
It's hard to believe that it's almost December once again. So much has happened, and yet at the same time, it seems to have passed so quickly. In fact, exactly a month remains until... Well.

It seems like I'm going soft. I should have told Mileina not to decorate the place, that it was a violation of the protocols that restrict obstructions, but... I didn't have the heart. Morale is slipping once again, and it's possible that "brightening the place up" will help. At least, that's what she said. But that's not the only reason.

I also don't have the heart to tell her that her taste in decorations are a little peculiar. While I acknowledge that Christmas decorations are generally brightly colored and lit up, I don't think any of the Haros appreciate being used as baubles. And as for the top of the tree in the mess hall... The less said about that the better.

[locked from Feldt]

Feldt seems to be avoiding me. Does anybody know why?
nonesodangerous: (should be in the summer spirit)
My initial suspicions were incorrect. They are aging.

Nena came by this afternoon. She came to tell me that she had selected a birthday, and wanted me to start making preparations. And that's what got me thinking.

You can see it. You can see that she's almost a year older than when we first met her. You can see it in Michael, too.

I don't know what to think about this. For there to be such a critical difference, even just a single one, there is the high probability that there are more. That, in truth, they are something else entirely. They seem to be, for nearly all intents and purposes, normal human beings.

((OOC: if you're not sure if you're a close friend, just ask~))
nonesodangerous: (control your life)
...for once, I seem to have managed to make a secure connection. Excellent.

I believe it's time to "make friends and influence people". They've accepted Phase One with minimal disbelief, and apart from a couple of mishaps (thank you, Lockon Stratos), virtually nobody knows.

People will do anything for a sweet girl with a smile on her face. Ridiculous.

But so very useful.
nonesodangerous: (submission to this world)
57 minutes. In the last 24 hours, I have been awake for only 57 minutes. Something is wrong, and it is getting worse.

...I try and spend most of my time awake with her, but seeing her like that only exacerbates whatever is wrong with me. Additionally, she needs so much rest at the moment that we are virtually never awake at the same time.

I cannot help but feel somewhat responsible for her injuries.
nonesodangerous: (empty without substance)
...well, that was certainly embarassing.

((OOC: All posts previous to this one are now private. The journal appears to have been deleted. Future posts will be locked to friends - if you're not sure, just ask. If Tieria speaks to you un-anon from now on, assume you can see his posts unless stated otherwise.))
nonesodangerous: (and i'm afraid)
Does it even count as a birthday? How stupid.

Note to self: throttle Michael Trinity.
nonesodangerous: (allowing you to steal everything i have)
It's good to be going back. I really do prefer space. It's so much cleaner, and Earth's gravity can be so tiring.

Speaking of Earth...well, I suppose that's only a tenuous connection, as this will have an effect space too, but: there has been a huge development on my world, for anyone who is following our politics. The Union, the HRL and the AEU have decided to join their military forces into a single army. The UN Forces will be the largest military the world has ever seen, and together, they will fight to take down Celestial Being.

I must say, this move is a surprising one. I wonder what prompted it.

In other news, I am pleasantly surprised with the number of volunteers I have found to help me with my plans to fix the community's security systems once and for all. However, I still need to talk to one "Foaly" and one "Yuki Nagato". They have been recommended to me, and I shall speak with them.

[locked/unhackable]

There's something wrong. Very, very wrong. With our system, with the world, everything. I must confess, I am extremely worried.

...no, I am more than worried.

I'm scared.

[/locked]

I cannot believe what Michael Trinity has done. Next time I see him, I'll kill him.
nonesodangerous: (haven't had a dream in a long time)
My head aches terribly. Again. And as for my nose...well. It hurts even more than my head. And there's blood everywhere. This is going to be somewhat difficult to clean up.

My movements are somewhat sluggish. My eyes hurt. There are some nasty pains in my joints from lying in the same position too long. However, there is nothing of concern that won't be fixed soon enough by a little exercise.

I need to make that post again, the one about the volunteers. I really do think it could work this time. But not today. I don't think I have the strength to deal with the logistics of it all. Maybe tomorrow.

Why did I collapse, I wonder? I suppose it could have been SHODAN, but...

...hm.

And I can't believe I woke up with someone else beside me again. Several someone elses, in fact. This is getting ridiculous.

the third.

Apr. 25th, 2008 03:50 pm
nonesodangerous: (too inquisitive)
Exercising my powers of logic and argument while concentrating on other, more constructive tasks leads to some...strange results, I find. The statements I make are undeniably correct, and the questions I ask are apt to the situation, but on further analysis, there is something disconcerting about the things I appear to have said. They carry a certain weight, and are thick with implications for myself and my current situation.

Making the temporal adjustments to the program is proving difficult. As there is no precedent on my world for the act of time travel, I am having to search further afield for information, looking through the databases of other worlds, other times. However, the little I do find has no real application in the program. I suspect I will have to fill the gaps with theoretical presumptions, and make adjustments as I continue. It is far from efficient, but would seem to be the only avenue of progress open at this point in time.

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