the twenty-third [fail!private]

[nonesodangerous]

An apology? What's the point in apologizing for saying what you think? Because that's all it was. It just made him rude and tactless. It didn't turn him into a liar. That's what he really thinks.

...he blames me. And he's right. It's my fault. It's all my fault. He nearly died because of me.

I am unfit. I don't know anything. I'm stupid, and weak, and deluding myself into believing I'm capable of being in charge. Why should anybody listen to me anymore? What authority do I possess?

I'm glad we didn't die. He wouldn't have wanted me with him anyway.

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[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

I'm a terrible judge of character. That's what I'm supposed to be, and I'm useless at it. He meant it. I know he meant it. He thinks I'm stupid and weak. Why else would he shout at me about Michael and Nena? He's always smiling, but you can see it round the edges sometimes. I might be useless, but I'm not that useless.

[timey_wimey]

Oh, give me a break. He shouts at you about Michael and Nena because, to maybe make a teeny-weeny understatement about the situation, he doesn't trust them and probably never will no matter how much evidence there is that they're trustworthy, and he's worried that you're going to get hurt because you apparently do! Now look, I know that the idiot's not perfect and that smile of his might not always be entirely genuine, but that doesn't mean he thinks you're stupid and weak, only that he has a protection complex or something of some sort about everyone, and I think I ought to know about stuff like that, don't you?

And if you call yourself useless one more time, I'm grabbing Donna and coming over there to let her smack some sense into you.

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

You don't even know where I am.

[timey_wimey]

It's the principle of the thing, Tieria.