the twenty-third [fail!private]

[nonesodangerous]

An apology? What's the point in apologizing for saying what you think? Because that's all it was. It just made him rude and tactless. It didn't turn him into a liar. That's what he really thinks.

...he blames me. And he's right. It's my fault. It's all my fault. He nearly died because of me.

I am unfit. I don't know anything. I'm stupid, and weak, and deluding myself into believing I'm capable of being in charge. Why should anybody listen to me anymore? What authority do I possess?

I'm glad we didn't die. He wouldn't have wanted me with him anyway.

Comments

anon, ip untraceable, icons invisible

[breakhisknees.livejournal.com]

You of all people should know how the community works.

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Typical.

anon, ip untraceable, icons invisible forever

[breakhisknees.livejournal.com]

You're honestly going to blame the guy for something that he had no control over.

...... :'D?

[not-that-lockon.livejournal.com]

Wait, what?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Come to tell me I've got it all wrong? What the hell would you know?

[not-that-lockon.livejournal.com]

Oi, there's no need to be a bitch to me just because you're feeling crappy. And as clueless as I am, maybe I was, but I'm kind of more preoccupied with the bit about my brother almost dying.

[timey_wimey]

Tieria.

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Save your "brilliant" trash for someone else, Doctor. I'm sick of being lied to.

[timey_wimey]

Oh, for Rassilon's sake, Tieria Erde, stop wallowing in your self-pity, would you? If you think I'd lie about something like that, you're either just as bad as Donna is, or you're not a very good judge of my character, so which is it?

And as a matter of fact, I wasn't about to give you an ego boost, at least not yet. That virus didn't just make him rude and tactless, if that had been all it had been doing I wouldn't have deadlocked an entire section of the TARDIS with him in it.

[doomedyouth00.livejournal.com]

I don't think he thinks that. Not really.

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Why?

[doomedyouth00.livejournal.com]

That virus messes with people's minds, you know that.

[locked]

[debitumnaturae.livejournal.com]

You'll give him credit for honesty when he's hurting you, but not when he's sorry for it?

You can beat yourself up without dragging people you love into it, you know.

[locked]

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

I believe he's sorry. I just don't believe that he wasn't telling the truth when he said that he blames me. He should blame me. It's my fault. Everything goes wrong, and it's always my fault.

...I don't love anyone.

[jagan-glare.livejournal.com]

So you're back to normal, now?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

For any given value of normal.

[trinities]

You stop whining right now, got it?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Nobody was meant to see this. I can't even lock a stupid post.

[areyoulovers]

Mr. Erde... is this about what happened last Christmas?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Don't look. Please, Mileina, I'll talk to you later.

[oceanicbutterfly]

Tieria-san?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

What is it, Karen? I'm tired.

[tyki-tock.livejournal.com]

I didn't know you had a boyfriend.

Is this how you react to every minor crisis?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND.

she doesn't know what to say

[lovelovegoddess.livejournal.com]