the twenty-third [fail!private]

[nonesodangerous]

An apology? What's the point in apologizing for saying what you think? Because that's all it was. It just made him rude and tactless. It didn't turn him into a liar. That's what he really thinks.

...he blames me. And he's right. It's my fault. It's all my fault. He nearly died because of me.

I am unfit. I don't know anything. I'm stupid, and weak, and deluding myself into believing I'm capable of being in charge. Why should anybody listen to me anymore? What authority do I possess?

I'm glad we didn't die. He wouldn't have wanted me with him anyway.

Comments

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

What do you mean, why not? Are you retarded?

[tyki-tock.livejournal.com]

Of course I'm not retarded. But it's clear from your reaction that he has such a power over you, that you have some sort of feelings for him. You're attractive - and usually quite intelligent - so unless he's a complete idiot or straight I don't see why you shouldn't be able to net him.

And I'm not certain that his heterosexuality would matter in your case, anyway.

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

I. I don't have feelings for him, I don't have feelings for anyone! Just shut up about things you know nothing about! You think you're so smart, but you don't know anything about me! And you certainly don't know anything about him, so don't talk about him like you do!

[tyki-tock.livejournal.com]

Oh calm down, Tieria. I was just trying to shock you a little. You're right, I don't know anything about either of you.

[trinities]

Jeez, knock it off already! I dunno what's going on in his office but I think he just flipped his desk or something, stop being a jerkass!

[tyki-tock.livejournal.com]

I just want to know what's his big problem, anyway? He's freaking out over one little virus. He just needs some perspective.