the sixteenth - [private/hackable]

[nonesodangerous]

57 minutes. In the last 24 hours, I have been awake for only 57 minutes. Something is wrong, and it is getting worse.

...I try and spend most of my time awake with her, but seeing her like that only exacerbates whatever is wrong with me. Additionally, she needs so much rest at the moment that we are virtually never awake at the same time.

I cannot help but feel somewhat responsible for her injuries.

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[timey_wimey]

I don't know. I clearly can't force you to get yourself some help, and on top of that I don't think any early-21st century hospital would buy a diagnosis of self-aware somatoparaphrenia.

... Look. As a last resort, there's always me. I don't know what it is you're trying to hide anymore that you don't want me knowing, but... if you're not going to let me have a look at you, then you can at least tell me how you came to that conclusion in the first place.

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[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

A 21st century hospital wouldn't know what to do with me, Doctor. A 24th century one wouldn't.

...I came to that conclusion because it was a pre-defined risk. Not named in such terms, but there is no name for it, and that was the closest definition.

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[timey_wimey]

Hmm. I thought as much.

A pre-defined risk from what?

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[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

...from the equipment I use.

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[timey_wimey]

... you don't mean...?

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[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

I don't exactly want to say it here, do I?

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[timey_wimey]

No, you're right, of course not.

Hang on then, does that mean that it's specific to the type of stuff you use? Cause I mean, I've talked to the others and they seem fine, considering.

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[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Just me, Doctor. Just me.

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[timey_wimey]

...

Correct me if I'm barking up the wrong tree, but is it anything like the link I share with the TARDIS?

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[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Slightly, in that there is a link, but...

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[timey_wimey]

But...

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[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

But no, it's not really anything like it at all.

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[timey_wimey]

Well... what, then?

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[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

This conversation shouldn't be happening.

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[timey_wimey]

Well, it might just be me, but it looks like it is. Besides, what's the harm in me finding out anything else, it's hardly as if I can do any more damage now, is it?

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[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

How are you at holding out against torture?

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[timey_wimey]

Not so bad, thanks, but I hope that doesn't mean that's what you're planning on doing with me.

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[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Doctor, along with my colleagues, I am public enemy number one on my world. And now you are too. It's not me you should be worried about.

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[timey_wimey]

I daresay I'm public enemy number one in a lot of places, I'm not worried about me.

Don't think you've distracted me, by the way, I'm still determined to get the answer from you.

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[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

No, but I am. If I tell you classified information, they might be able to get it out of you.

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[timey_wimey]

Tieria, if they ever did catch me - which, by the way, I doubt will ever happen - they wouldn't be able to get the information from me. I'd die first.

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[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Do you seriously think I want that to happen?!

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[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

I didn't. I.

I can't.

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[timey_wimey]

...

Look, I just want to help, okay. I know you're good at dealing with stuff on your own, but the last thing I want is for you to drop down dead in a few days just because no one has a clue what's wrong with you.

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[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

I'm not going to die.