nonesodangerous: (exorcise the demons from your past)
Tieria Erde ([personal profile] nonesodangerous) wrote2009-12-05 05:53 pm
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the twenty-third [fail!private]

An apology? What's the point in apologizing for saying what you think? Because that's all it was. It just made him rude and tactless. It didn't turn him into a liar. That's what he really thinks.

...he blames me. And he's right. It's my fault. It's all my fault. He nearly died because of me.

I am unfit. I don't know anything. I'm stupid, and weak, and deluding myself into believing I'm capable of being in charge. Why should anybody listen to me anymore? What authority do I possess?

I'm glad we didn't die. He wouldn't have wanted me with him anyway.

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[identity profile] nonesodangerous.livejournal.com 2009-12-05 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I believe he's sorry. I just don't believe that he wasn't telling the truth when he said that he blames me. He should blame me. It's my fault. Everything goes wrong, and it's always my fault.

...I don't love anyone.

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[identity profile] debitumnaturae.livejournal.com 2009-12-05 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay, fine. You're the machine you were created to be. Moving along.

So it's your fault. Sure. Are you planning to wallow in guilt, or are you going to do better next time?

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[identity profile] debitumnaturae.livejournal.com 2009-12-05 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Which, the part about Veda or the part about you wallowing?

OOC: Please let me know if I'm getting into godmode territory! She'd never say any of this outside a lock, naturally.

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[identity profile] nonesodangerous.livejournal.com 2009-12-06 12:21 am (UTC)(link)


who aare you ? how. veda.

why do you know


why do you know about Veda@

OOC: will do! but Death is Death, I understand :'D

[locked] fuck you lj cough up my notifs D:<

[identity profile] debitumnaturae.livejournal.com 2009-12-06 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
I'm Death, Tieria. I know everything, more or less.

I know you've had a rough go of it, but if you don't let your friends help you, you'll make it even rougher.

OOC: She just wants to heeeeelp! She's getting him a kitten for his birthday!

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[identity profile] nonesodangerous.livejournal.com 2009-12-06 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
Death? I. I don't understand. I don't understand. I. Why?

OOC: I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS KITTEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW i am looking forward to this more than my own birthday.