the twenty-third [fail!private]

[nonesodangerous]

An apology? What's the point in apologizing for saying what you think? Because that's all it was. It just made him rude and tactless. It didn't turn him into a liar. That's what he really thinks.

...he blames me. And he's right. It's my fault. It's all my fault. He nearly died because of me.

I am unfit. I don't know anything. I'm stupid, and weak, and deluding myself into believing I'm capable of being in charge. Why should anybody listen to me anymore? What authority do I possess?

I'm glad we didn't die. He wouldn't have wanted me with him anyway.

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[debitumnaturae.livejournal.com]

Okay, fine. You're the machine you were created to be. Moving along.

So it's your fault. Sure. Are you planning to wallow in guilt, or are you going to do better next time?

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[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

...what did you say?

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[debitumnaturae.livejournal.com]

Which, the part about Veda or the part about you wallowing?

OOC: Please let me know if I'm getting into godmode territory! She'd never say any of this outside a lock, naturally.

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[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

who aare you ? how. veda.

why do you know


why do you know about Veda@

OOC: will do! but Death is Death, I understand :'D

[locked] fuck you lj cough up my notifs D:<

[debitumnaturae.livejournal.com]

I'm Death, Tieria. I know everything, more or less.

I know you've had a rough go of it, but if you don't let your friends help you, you'll make it even rougher.

OOC: She just wants to heeeeelp! She's getting him a kitten for his birthday!

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[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Death? I. I don't understand. I don't understand. I. Why?

OOC: I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS KITTEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW i am looking forward to this more than my own birthday.