the twenty-third [fail!private]
Dec. 5th, 2009 05:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
An apology? What's the point in apologizing for saying what you think? Because that's all it was. It just made him rude and tactless. It didn't turn him into a liar. That's what he really thinks.
...he blames me. And he's right. It's my fault. It's all my fault. He nearly died because of me.
I am unfit. I don't know anything. I'm stupid, and weak, and deluding myself into believing I'm capable of being in charge. Why should anybody listen to me anymore? What authority do I possess?
I'm glad we didn't die. He wouldn't have wanted me with him anyway.
...he blames me. And he's right. It's my fault. It's all my fault. He nearly died because of me.
I am unfit. I don't know anything. I'm stupid, and weak, and deluding myself into believing I'm capable of being in charge. Why should anybody listen to me anymore? What authority do I possess?
I'm glad we didn't die. He wouldn't have wanted me with him anyway.
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Date: 2009-12-05 10:28 pm (UTC)OOC: Please let me know if I'm getting into godmode territory! She'd never say any of this outside a lock, naturally.
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Date: 2009-12-06 12:21 am (UTC)who aare you ? how. veda.
why do you know
why do you know about Veda@
OOC: will do! but Death is Death, I understand :'D
[locked] fuck you lj cough up my notifs D:<
Date: 2009-12-06 02:41 am (UTC)I know you've had a rough go of it, but if you don't let your friends help you, you'll make it even rougher.
OOC: She just wants to heeeeelp! She's getting him a kitten for his birthday!
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Date: 2009-12-06 04:11 am (UTC)OOC: I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS KITTEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW i am looking forward to this more than my own birthday.