the twenty-third [fail!private]

[nonesodangerous]

An apology? What's the point in apologizing for saying what you think? Because that's all it was. It just made him rude and tactless. It didn't turn him into a liar. That's what he really thinks.

...he blames me. And he's right. It's my fault. It's all my fault. He nearly died because of me.

I am unfit. I don't know anything. I'm stupid, and weak, and deluding myself into believing I'm capable of being in charge. Why should anybody listen to me anymore? What authority do I possess?

I'm glad we didn't die. He wouldn't have wanted me with him anyway.

Comments

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

No, I don't. But that virus let him say what he really believes.

[breakhisknees.livejournal.com]

What was that girl's name that started acting completely the opposite of how she usually acted ... ? Nena, right? I'm kind of thinking that he got hit with the same virus.

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

And so do I. But in this instance, all it stripped of him was the ability to bite his tongue.

[breakhisknees.livejournal.com]

I think you're just being cynical for the sake of being cynical.

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

I think I'm seeing the truth.

[breakhisknees.livejournal.com]

You're being paranoid.