the twenty-third [fail!private]

[nonesodangerous]

An apology? What's the point in apologizing for saying what you think? Because that's all it was. It just made him rude and tactless. It didn't turn him into a liar. That's what he really thinks.

...he blames me. And he's right. It's my fault. It's all my fault. He nearly died because of me.

I am unfit. I don't know anything. I'm stupid, and weak, and deluding myself into believing I'm capable of being in charge. Why should anybody listen to me anymore? What authority do I possess?

I'm glad we didn't die. He wouldn't have wanted me with him anyway.

Comments

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Nobody was meant to see this. I can't even lock a stupid post.

[trinities]

So get up off your ass and do something about it!

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

I can't.

[trinities]

Yes you can! What, you're going to give up and roll over just cause your precious Lockon said something he didn't even probably really mean?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

You don't know that.