the twenty-third [fail!private]

[nonesodangerous]

An apology? What's the point in apologizing for saying what you think? Because that's all it was. It just made him rude and tactless. It didn't turn him into a liar. That's what he really thinks.

...he blames me. And he's right. It's my fault. It's all my fault. He nearly died because of me.

I am unfit. I don't know anything. I'm stupid, and weak, and deluding myself into believing I'm capable of being in charge. Why should anybody listen to me anymore? What authority do I possess?

I'm glad we didn't die. He wouldn't have wanted me with him anyway.

Comments

[oceanicbutterfly]

Why are you saying ridiculous things like that?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Like what?

[oceanicbutterfly]

That you're stupid or weak.

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

Because it's true.

[oceanicbutterfly]

You're acting considerably stupider right now than you ever have in the time I've known you. You aren't weak, and you're probably one of the smartest people on the community, which is admittedly not saying much.