the twenty-third [fail!private]

[nonesodangerous]

An apology? What's the point in apologizing for saying what you think? Because that's all it was. It just made him rude and tactless. It didn't turn him into a liar. That's what he really thinks.

...he blames me. And he's right. It's my fault. It's all my fault. He nearly died because of me.

I am unfit. I don't know anything. I'm stupid, and weak, and deluding myself into believing I'm capable of being in charge. Why should anybody listen to me anymore? What authority do I possess?

I'm glad we didn't die. He wouldn't have wanted me with him anyway.

Comments

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

And where did he say that he didn't mean it? Where did he say it wasn't true?! All he said was that he was sorry for saying it! I'd be sorry too, if a façade like that slipped!

[breakhisknees.livejournal.com]

Even when Lockon is his maddest, do you really see him acting like that?

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

No, I don't. But that virus let him say what he really believes.

[breakhisknees.livejournal.com]

What was that girl's name that started acting completely the opposite of how she usually acted ... ? Nena, right? I'm kind of thinking that he got hit with the same virus.

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

And so do I. But in this instance, all it stripped of him was the ability to bite his tongue.

[breakhisknees.livejournal.com]

I think you're just being cynical for the sake of being cynical.

[nonesodangerous.livejournal.com]

I think I'm seeing the truth.

[breakhisknees.livejournal.com]

You're being paranoid.